Wednesday, Oct. 30, 2002 - 11:30 A.M.
It's a chilly Wednesday in Boston and I'm stiting in a boring office starving and freezing my tits off. If things weren't really good right now and were I not so content, I might be in a foul mood over this. Thankfully, I am not.
I haven't really done anything too exciting this week. I went out with Sarah on Monday night and spent all day yesterday recovering and eating crap food. Tonight I will attempt to be productive although I'm not sure exactly what that entails. Since my TEFL student didn't come to class last week, I already have my lesson prepared for Saturday which is nice. I think I might go to the movies this weekend as I still haven't seen "The Rules of Attraction"*. An early Sunday bargain matinee might be in store. Disco.
- I want to fall in love with the city in which I live. I want to feel again what I felt for New York. London, will you be my mistress?
- Just once, could having my period not make me feel like I'm about to split in half? Please?
- I miss kissing lately. I miss the little ones on the forehead, sneak-attack kisses from the side, wet open mouth messy kisses, and soft lingering ones too. Sometimes, I also miss biting.
- Ever wonder what it would be like to be an "it girl"? I sometimes do.
- Boredom, complacency, and comfort are not very condusive to being creative.
- In: messy hair and red lips. Out: blow dried and baby pink.
- "I've got a time bomb in my mind Mom."
- I really wish that for just five minutes I could stop being so scared all the time.
- I still want new shoes.
* I've joined a new ring. It's the "I wish I went to Bennington in the mid 80's" ring." I actually did want to go there specifically because of the writers it's creative writing program had spawned. Unfortunately the school went bankrupt and blah, blah, blah. The point of this all is that it's a fucking brilliant idea for a ring and all the credit goes to the lovely Suki. Hmmm, just wrtiting about this makes me wish I had a trust fund and some cocaine and I don't even like cocaine! Anyway, YAY new ring!
