Friday, Oct. 11, 2002 - 9:15 P.M.
It's five past ten on a rockin' Friday night in my world and I'm sitting around in my PJ's having a night of pampering. I've just done a face mask and when I finish this entry I will proceed to give myself a manicure. It's very odd, but in the last two months I've gone from a chronic nail bitter to being obsessed with having nice nails. You know how people replace on addiction for another, like recovering alcoholics who guzzle coffee like it's going out of style? I think it's something like that. Or maybe it's just a distraction now that Lee is gone, who knows?
I have a sage and citrus candle burning and my room smells lovely. Later on I'm going to make some homemade hot chocolate with skim milk. I'm all about the sensual pleasures tonight. If I had a bath, I'd so be indulging in the Lush products now. God, when I'm living in England being near to so many Lush stores may prove problematic to my bank account. Speaking of living in England, tomorrow is the day I travel down to NY to see the rents.
It's going to be raining so I'm assuming that the trip will take awhile. After nearly being killed today by a kamakazie driver in a pick-up truck, I'm definitely going to take it slowly on the road. I'm VERY nervous about talking to my parents about the move. I've prepared for it as well as I can by printing out documents dealing with imigration and other such things but based on my Mother's attitude during our other conversations, I don't know that that will be enough. Her attitude hasn't exactly been rational. :::ugh::: At least once this is over, another hurdle will have been crossed. I almost feel that I've been preventing myself from being truly excited until this weekend is over. On a final note, today is / was National Coming Out Day. Now, I don't talk about it often but I have been with women. Although I am definitely more attracted to men and choose to be in relationships soley with them, some women are just hot. Were I not completely opposed to labeling, I'd have to say that I'm bi-sexual. For that reason, Happy Coming Out Day! Have you hugged your gay friend today?
